A wild Crush appears!
You use Fluster
It’s not very effective…Crush uses Smile!
It’s super effective!
September 2010
80 posts
I cant stand that I'm so competitive.
and its not that im competitive with others, im competitive within myself. It gets really bad at times. I just break down everything i do wrong, telling myself im awful for making such mistakes, that i could have done better, that i knew what i was doing, but didn’t do it anyway. I could have held up my arms longer, they should be stronger. I could have played louder, I should breathe more efficiently, ill get less tired. I know, i know in my mind that everyone does it, that its within human nature to make mistakes, just do better next time. But somewhere deep inside my mind, it doesn’t believe that. Its all my fault, like im some sort of mutant screw up, that i dont deserve what i have, the family that i have been accepted in at lcn, that i should just go crawl back to Centerline with my tail in between my legs because im not talented, physically fit, or emotionally fit to be a part of what i am. I break everything down so much, making myself feel so bad for such simple misfortunes, some that weren’t even made by me. Sometimes i just wish i was good enough.
She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She's the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She's the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She's the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.
